At present, I am meant to be doing my English assesment, plus loads of other things including 2 speeches, maths past papers, chem assesment/study, etc. But I can't concentrate, so instead my mind wandered to this:
Things have changed. When I think of people, places, things, relationships, attitudes, of the past I realise how much everything has changed. How that guy I used to like I now think is an arrogant jerk and am indifferent to his presence. How those good times, memories and personal jokes with that friend I don't even speak to anymore were short lived. How that good friend was only ever a good friend to use me. How that place used to make me think about nothing but now makes me remember everything. How those people, that place I have no connection to now, were the best, and things would be different if we stayed. How that seems so long ago I can hardly recall it, as if it never was a part of my past, but if it was a part of the present I wouldn't be able to imagine life without it. How the person that made me happiest I haven't in years and probably never will again. How all these people I haven't spoken to or seen for ages probably don't remember me or give me a thought now.
I wish I never grew up. I wish I could stop growing up, but the moment's too hard to grasp.
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